its almost two o clock on the day you would have gotten on a bus, and came and would have met me.
i messed up.
im sorry . im so very sorry.
i will stay up until four, maybe not go to bed.
havent heard from you all day, and its sad, but i cannot bring myself to be frustrated, because i think i understand. but i know i deserve it.
i love you.
this choc. santa SUCKS
